
I AM NOT HAPPY…
no matter how much i try and fool myself „ no matter how many smiles and laughes i have i will never be truely happy „ and my heart hurts because of this
i always ask guys…
**points out non attractive ill-built and/or fat girl**
(me to guy) what if i looked like that„ would you be talking to me„ would i be sitting next to you this close if i looked like that
(guy to me) hell naw
(me to myself) no one would talk to me if i ddnt look like this„ or had a body„ its not like i have a nice personality or anything









